sometimes i don't like the girl i am, or the girl i am going to be. sometimes i feel like i can reinvent myself even if i can't but there's a little part of me that thinks in some silly way maybe i can ( Read more... )

OHMYGOD THIS TERM IS OVER ( Read more... )

diabetes ( Read more... )

today i realized the most depressing new ever and i think only 3 people (katie, lizzy and hannah) will fully understand (except 2 of them dont read this lol). anyways as many (all?) of you know i love winter: i live for winter and everything that comes with it. one of the best/most important is peppermint hotchocolate/mochas. i have been looking ( Read more... )

i want to make a new lj w/ a new lj name. any ideas????

love, the jesus girl aka jesusA (lol)

ps-i fucking hate the weekend before week 12

sometimes things have to fall apart in order to be put back together

my hardrive crashed. i lost EVERYTHING!!! why the fuck didnt i listen to them when they said back up?! grrr. and now im having trouble writing all my final stuff! ugh ( Read more... )

i never thought id hear those words
'you have it'
and all the worries are confirmed
and all i can do is suffer through it
only this time i dont know if i can make it

the bad news ( Read more... )

if i could have just gone ONE MORE FUCKING WEEK then i would have (for the first time in as long as i can remember) not have been sick for TWO MONTHS but noooo i woke up this morning feeling like shit. i havent said more than 3 words all day. it hurts too much. god im so fucking sick of being sick ( Read more... )