Well I ran last night for the full thirty minutes. My body just about shut down. It was awful. It was good. I'm sore this morning but I feel alright. Arranged a Star Conflict Game Night via vent. Should be a good time tonight. It has been a while since a bunch of us have played together. I'm excited for that. I feel better today so thats something ( Read more... )

Well I'm gonna go running this evening with Steve. That should be fun. Kinda feel like I'm at a place where I can pull outta this nose dive. Time will tell. But since I have this renewed energy I figured I would take advantage of it and do something productive. Man do I hope it works. I have a list of things I need to get done, and if I can knock ( Read more... )

I think I'm a functional depressive. Functional at about 20%. Ugh even the drivel I post to this account no one reads bothers the shit outta me. Why am I always bitching about how shitty I feel? Why don't' I just do something about it? Uuuughhhh.. Alright. I'm gonna shake it off and tomorrow is going to be a new day! A NEW DAY DAMNIT. For realz ( Read more... )

I didn't get much done today. I'm probably a bit hungover from game night. And just.... bleh. this is probably as bad as it gets these days. I MUST do something about it very soon. Can't live like this for long. I don't really have much to say. But I wanted to check on minecraft... so saying I'm gonna go Journal gave me the opportunity. Ugh. Time ( Read more... )

Krissy, Kara, Joel, Kirstie, Dawn, Mikey, my mom meybe Scott and Chad for family game night tonight. Did some cleaning today so I don't feel like total crap. Probably should shovel or some shit. Anyway, just for the sake of writing everyday I'm posting this. I'm go check the snow.

-Keets

I'm still not doing as much as I should be doing on a daily basis. But I feel better than I did 2 days ago. So that is something. I've been playing a bunch of minecraft. We had a three mile island incident that destroyed bout half the town. I blame Kevin. One of the things I'm happy/exicted about is our Vent server. Its full again. Its nice to see ( Read more... )

If I get one more fucking bill saying I owe 700$ or saying I haven't paid such and such a bill in so many months resulting in me owing 700$+ I'm gonna freak out. I am trying to be financially responsible but negligence and ignorance are kicking me in the balls. Ugh. 2.5 years till I'm out of debt. 2.5 years and there will be no re-occuring bills ( Read more... )

Well shit. In an attempt to further stave off depression Brittany and I have decided to journal on a more regular basis. I'm not sure if it'll work but there are certainly other benefits to doing so. Anyway where do I start? My last journal entry was 5 years ago. So as one might expect my life has changed. It's hard knowing you are depressed ( Read more... )

Driving home from various displays of debauchery I often think that I should write again.  Topics that come to mind frequently vary in quality so much so that I’ve tried graphing the relationship between the drugs and the storyboards. So far my results are inconclusive. Either the drugs have no effect on the ideas or the relationship is simply too ( Read more... )

And so ends my 5 year stint at the Michigan Public Service Commission.

I will miss this place and the people I've met.