Well, what did I expect? I've been seeing him for 6 months and I knew all along that I would have to end it at some point. Why was I stupid enough to wait until I had fallen in love with him? Maybe it's better that way...had I never fallen for him I would never have had reason to end it. Nothing's ever hurt this badly though. I've never really had ( Read more... )

The man I have been in love with for 8 years and always thought that we would get back together and have a family has one ( Read more... )

So, things are still going ok. I still hang out primarily with gay men and have no relationship of my own to speak of. Blah ( Read more... )

It only took two days of me not speaking to you for you to figure out that you are being a jerk??? At least you apologized. Why can't you just end the situation and then I can quit being a secret. Does she even know that we're friends from work? Doubt it! Oh well, whatever. It's not even like we will actually date once you do end it, so I don't ( Read more... )

Quit being a jerk!!!!!!! Just because you are in a crappy situation and don't have balls enough to leave her does not in any ways mean that you can take it out on me! I have done nothing, but try to make your situation better and now all of a sudden you are being rude to me??? With no provacation other than something that you fucking started! JERK

Ok, so my last Dr. visit was on the 14'th. They ran 14 more tests since this specialist ruled out the congenital adrenal hyperplasia and said that she thinks that I have polycystic ovary syndrome. What the fuck is that you ask? I don't know much more than you do at this point ( Read more... )

I enjoyed my holiday; I hope you all did too! My roommate left town Wednesday night so I had the apartment all to myself. It was so nice to have the whole place to myself. It made me miss living on my own. Granted, I like having someone around to do stuff with, but it's so nice to have everything your way. I really do miss having my own space.

So I'm coloring my hair yet again. Last time I did it a light brown and it has magically decided in the past week to go back to red without consulting me. So this time I'm going medium brown and depending on how tired I am I will add the highlights. If not Ill do that part tomorrow. My sister is going to kill me on turkey day!

Ok, so now that we've determined that I am back and that I'm having some stressful days lately here is an actual update on how I am ( Read more... )

Ok, so I blew up on Shaun again tonight. I really didn't mean to this time...we had a very nice evening just chatting and hanging out while I cooked us dinner. We were both in fine moods. But, then while we were sitting there talking, he picked up his phone and called A...the cheating loser bf. This is one of my biggest pet peeves...don't start a ( Read more... )