so tennis is kicking my ass this week. not physically. but mentally i am such a nervous wreck, and all i ever do is think about how good my chances are of being cut, and how i NEED to stop losing such bad points. this is the week from hell, even though im having fun... its amazing how complicated my life is.

wow has it been ages or what? i havent updated this since i dont even know, but just wanted you all to know, once im at school, the updating will commence, until then, i am thinking of you all, and love you and miss you dearly. sorry i cant update you on the extreme awesomness that my life is. cells always on! <3

wow, i think i need to start going online. maybe once and a while. i either never go on, or i am compusively online. but today is my 19th!!! thats my update and facebook makes me feel so loved.

its been a while ( Read more... )

I remember in January when I didn't even want to come back from Christmas break ( Read more... )

omigos. i dont aknow how im gonna go tehree months without my loeves ( Read more... )

the last month i have ( Read more... )

two and a half weeks. thats all i'm here for. its so sad. im going to miss this school so much. i love my friends! i can't picture myself anywhere else anymore! well, cheers to scranton, and to my girlies, and to by boi-s!! to the nights i wont remember with the people i will never forget. and most importantly to the nights i can remember ( Read more... )

so... im letting go ( Read more... )

today alanna mcneils life was taken from her.