Last night I got really restless. It hit me how much I miss my girls. I haven't been out since New Years night when I went out with Bobbi and Em. Since then, my life has been nothing but going to work and sitting around in the apartment. I haven't been out once...I have no one to go out with. I haven't met any girls I like...every girl I work with ( Read more... )

This morning we took the cats to the vet. Kitty got her shots and got tested for feline leukemia. Poor thing had to be shaved to have the blood drawn from her for the test because her hair is so long. But she took it like a champ. She's only like 4 months old, but the vet said she was big enough for her to get fixed, so she has two appointments ( Read more... )

I hope I don't become cynical. I've always believed in love and all that crap and yadda yadda. But seriously, I've found myself disgusted by it lately. Valentine's Day shit is starting to spring up and I see it and I have to walk away. And then if I see people kiss, like on tv or in a movie or like tonight at my work, two of the people I work with ( Read more... )

We moved into the two bedroom. It's nice and way more spacious. However, my room is still not a room. It is a room with all my clothes stuffed in suitcases. Ha. I'm still sleeping on the futon in the living room. I'm going to get a futon to put in my room because it's not too big and I refuse to sleep on a twin bed. I'm not planning on having ( Read more... )

Me trying to navigate myself around a city is just not a good idea. Today I woke up and got my resume together, went online and found some places hiring, and got directions to all the places. My first task was to find the closest Bank of America, which is almost 40 minutes away, so I could cash a check I got for Christmas...great. As soon as I got ( Read more... )

So we're moving into a two-bedroom on the second floor this week. We went and saw it yesterday...it's nice. I'll finally have my own room and feel like it's more of OUR space than HERS. I have to go out and get a job tomorrow. I went online and found some places hiring for waitstaff. I just want to make as much money as I can and preferrably cash, ( Read more... )

OOOOOOOOOOOk. So New Years Eve came and went. We got all dolled up and went to where else, but Prive. It was a good time. At midnight, a giant lit up strawberry dropped...I guess that's Harrisburg's version of the NYC ball. It was cool, but hard to see. After that, things were a blur...thanks to the bartender's icky "shot" concoction. Anywho, no ( Read more... )

So I've been thinking lately, as I always do. And the other day, something in me just clicked. I've finally accepted things. Yea, it's been two months, maybe it should have clicked earlier, but I guess I was holding on to some small piece of faith that maybe things would work themselves out and we'd get back together. Now I realize that is never ( Read more... )

Moving on. Finally.

Ok adding 2 more resolutions to my list: stop biting my nails and stop texting when I've been drinking. I can't wait for the new year. I have 6 more days of being how I am now and then I will be making some major changes...it's actually exciting. I will have willpower and I will follow through with my resolutions.