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So I've been thinking lately, as I always do. And the other day, something in me just clicked. I've finally accepted things. Yea, it's been two months, maybe it should have clicked earlier, but I guess I was holding on to some small piece of faith that maybe things would work themselves out and we'd get back together. Now I realize that is never going to happen. And I think I'm okay with that. I can't keep holding myself back and holding onto something that just isn't there anymore. Regardless of my feelings for him, I know he doesn't feel the same way and I need to just let go and move on. I'm not looking to start anything with anyone anytime soon, but I need to be more open to meeting new people, including guys. I can't be so shut off anymore, it's not getting me anywhere. I have learned from this and I've learned from the relationship and him and now I know what to do and what not to do in a relationship. So, when I meet my next prince charming, I'll be ready.