Tonight was wonderful for no reason except the fact that I feel LOVED.

Locked posts made especially for me make me feel uber special. *big grin*

Thank you.

I've been...sick. Sort of...emotionally? So much has been on my mind that I can't sleep at night and I barely eat. I constantly feel sick to my stomach. It's disgusting. Josh has been so busy working on the MADE tour that he hasn't been here as much as I...have needed him to be. Not that this is his fault because the reasons I have for not ( Read more... )

Dearest JESSICA ANN SIMPSON!!!

I want to thank you for leaving a NOTE that you were leaving me to fly across the world on ONE NIGHTS notice. I would like to thank you for being the best friend in the world and ditching me in the middle of this mess. Thank you for not even TELLING me you were leaving so that I got to wake up to a big...practically ( Read more... )

( Just get it over with already :-/ )

*blinks*

Whoa.

It's like everything happens step by step and things have been on the brink of being perfect...forever. I remember the first time we talked like it happened five minutes ago and looking over everything that has happened since then, I'm really surprised we've gotten to this point ( Read more... )

Hi this is a pointless update.

( See? )

I used to think I could save the world, fixing one person at a time ( Read more... )

I'm flying to Maryland tonight, hopefully with Josh.

I'll be available by cell phone.

Edit:: Change of plans, I guess I'm staying put, still in LA. I'll make a real update later

You can feel how thick the air is around here. Josh has been on edge all day, barely talking to me and steering clear of everyone. Plus this whole thing with Mandy and Meech, etc. *sighs heavily* It really makes me feel like I don't belong here right now and I'm scared. I'm scared cuz people I care about aren't happy. And there is no way for me ( Read more... )