Jun 06, 2003 19:40
You can feel how thick the air is around here. Josh has been on edge all day, barely talking to me and steering clear of everyone. Plus this whole thing with Mandy and Meech, etc. *sighs heavily* It really makes me feel like I don't belong here right now and I'm scared. I'm scared cuz people I care about aren't happy. And there is no way for me to fix it.
So I really need to just curl up in a ball and be here if anyone needs me. Of COURSE I didn't steal Paul's bunk!
Congrats to the Madden Boys for becoming Uncles!
EDIT:: Oh yeah and I can't find Jessie..or Chris *rae* I think they ran off somewhere and didn't invite me. *sobs* I'm lonely