I'm not sure what I have to say about anything right now, but, as usual, I am bursting to say something. When finally they haul me off to be committed, I expect I will be chattering happily away about everything and nothing ( Read more... )

memory of remembering
sudden, overpowering
twist
not here but there
everywhere, nowhere
huddled in corner
unmoored
pressing back
from the pressing down
push of taking
suffocates
wordless
voiceless
mindless
body abandoned,
shrieking
fists beat ineffectual
until.

the end.

comfort resonates

in thrill of menace

drops beat

heartbeat

above

and stillness

close

embraces

in silent grey skies.

I settle,

holding

hushed inside

your steady whispers

wrapped around me.

thrumming low vibrations

you invoke a distant spell

of lightning

and I

surrender,

surrounded

submit.

He sent me. Another. Poem ( Read more... )

also apparently paranoia ( Read more... )

I have no spark whatsoever with the adorable, funny, engaging boy from France, who is clearly into me. Noooooo, that would be much too easy. Instead, I have to be hot for the intensely crazy manic boy playing games of go away/c'mere with me ( Read more... )

Your solid presence inhabits ( Read more... )

sun shines on ( Read more... )

because life wants me to know, really for real, that everything changes and nothing is in my control, a house inspector will be tromping through my Little Nest today ( Read more... )

The house is a disaster ( Read more... )