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Keep you or let you go?
LJ, I have come to realize over the years, that I'm just not the greatest with journaling about my actual life. Everytime I say this time will be different, it's not. And then I remember you six months later. But yet, I still want to hold on to you, randomly posting every few months just to ensure you are alive. I feel like if I lose you, I lose a ( Read more... ) -
Random JC revelation. Oh, hi LJ.
It's crazy LJ. The more I learn about JC, the real JC, the more I realize I would never like him in real life. This is very sad to me. The very opposite about Justin. The more I learn about him, the more I love him. It's my fault really. For the most part, I think I stopped idealizing Justin a long time ago, but not with JC. Lance had that quote ( Read more... ) -
Feel script font
I've found the font of my heart. It's calle feel script on Veer. Does anyone have this or know where to find it for free??? I need this!
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RIP Rosemary DeYoung
My Aunt Rosemary died tonight.
I'm so nervous that my Grandpa or my Uncle Claude/Aunt Mary Jane will be next and soon. And if it is soon, it will just crush the already broken pieces of my heart from my Grandma passing.
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Grandma,
I'm so sorry I wasn't around as much as I should have been at the beginning of the year.
I'm so sorry.
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MAC must-haves
Yikes! When going through my case I brought for living in Illinois till Mid October I realize I only have like 10 MAC pieces! And all my friends back home know me as "the mac girl"! I think over the years I have either lost or broken too many shadows/blushes (and I did have pink eye once so I threw everything away) and now my collection is nothing ( Read more... ) -
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I wanted to call my grandma today to ask her how I get the stain out of my white tank top.
And then I realized.
She isn't here.
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One week.
It's been one week and I worked one day, Saturday. Now on Monday I attempt to intergrate back in to normal life. I'm the best repressor I know but I don't want to repress this. I also don't want to cry all the time but that's just how it goes.
I hadn't even thought of what the holidays would bring until a customer mentioned it. Slow process but my ( Read more... ) -
The aftermath
Sigh.
So Rick wants me to move down to Illinois / St.Louis for the rest of the summer with the option of staying after. I'm so torn. I don't know if I can just leave after all this. What about my mom? My grandpa? And I don't want it to seem like I'm running away.
And there's the other thing of me not having a job when I come back which -- sure the ( Read more... )
