Keep you or let you go?
LJ, I have come to realize over the years, that I'm just not the greatest with journaling about my actual life. Everytime I say this time will be different, it's not. And then I remember you six months later. But yet, I still want to hold on to you, randomly posting every few months just to ensure you are alive. I feel like if I lose you, I lose a part of my younger days. But if I lost you, I would be able to forget about things that happened on here that I never want to remember...
Tough call. This is like you're my favorite pair of jeans, that I spent a lot of money on and wore all the time, but it's been years and you don't fit anymore. And you will probably never fit again.
I'm just not JDQ anymore.
And moreso, everyone who knew me as that is gone too--everyone that made me want to be on LJ is gone.
Hmm.
I guess we'll see in five or six months if I remember to update you.
I highly doubt anyone still reads this defunct thing, but if you do, thank you. Thank you for being around, thank you for reading my rambling thoughts, thank you for all the good and the bad. Thank you for all the icon challenges, the graphics, the stories, the JuC/Joshtin days [ ;) ], and all the *NSYNC fandom love. Technology has evolved so much, but I still feel like we held our own on those message boards all those years ago.
If you need me, you know where to find me, and if you don't know where to find me then you probably don't need me.
<3 Marissa