I've been thinking about how dull a person I've become and how I pale in comparison to so many others (and i came to virginny thinking i might be at least 80% more exciting than 70% of the folk but noo... you have to throw in sean barkers, c.smiths, luthers, jays, erin kurkendals and all the rest of them) on this campus. Clear as day- I don't make ( Read more... )

It's official. When I grow up, I will be a professional mistress. Not willingly but by virtue of my naivete and relentless hopefulness. Thinking that the powerful, charismatic and beautiful director, producer (remember, i live in LA) or studio owner is single, I'll jump into bed and forgasm (food orgasm. alex's word) over lobster at 4 star ( Read more... )

I am such a clumsy person. I thought I wore my heart on my sleeve, but apparantly, I have a thick facade and my heart only slips out once in while and in the worst possible way. I broke all ties with someone yesterday and though I'm glad that I can REALLY stop thinking about it for a while, I started the process in such a bitchy fahion... I ( Read more... )

Happy Birthday Pop. Have fun with your new car!! Gosh, I can't wait until my mid-life crisis for when i buy myself a sweet ass vehicle. But actually, I'll probably buy myself a "sweet ass" vehicle during my quarter-life crisis ( Read more... )

I've had this song stuck in my head for the last few days. I think it goes something like, "HEY-eh-y hey-eh-y Hey-y-ay How could you do (or "love"?) me this way-y-ay." I left this c.d. of mine at home and my spirit has been running itself over, ever since, without it. I'm trying to connect all the lyrics but this one line is all I can sum up. And ( Read more... )

The Wit ( Read more... )

i'm so lazy. i'd fire myself, from being myself, if i could ( Read more... )

alrighty now. i don't usually do these types of things but because alex was one of my strongest influences in joining livejournal and because she tagged me (whore) I shall write "10 things that give me a moment of joy." however i must tweak this prompt a bit because i haven't updated my lj in a few days and would like to kill 2 birds with one stone ( Read more... )

I have minor ocd periods that just rush over me when i least expect it. like just now: i have planned cait smith's entire trip for when she's here with times and friend's i'm inviting and everything. really gross. i hope we don't follow it exactly (or i'm lying...) but i really want her to have a good time and am worried that she won't. here's my ( Read more... )

LA is really funny. There are so many different types of people and neighborhoods in this one city that everyday I have the most terrific variety of experiences. For example, today: this morning my brother and I drove about 3/4 hour (in horriblehorriblehorrible traffic as always) to Chinatown. THis Chinatown is really small, only about 5 blocks ( Read more... )