mad frenzy... mad frenzy- my bad

shopping!! yay! not really...theres probably going to be this mass frenzy to get in and out of the mall and every store in it- which sucks cause i have lots of christmas shopping to do ( Read more... )

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover ( Read more... )

you sit on a throne of lies! and you smell like beef and cheese!

last night!!! amazing. i went to the hockey game with lela and corrin...which was fun- but what made it better was that we won! or...our schools team...won...yeah- somethine like that. lol. anyway- so the plan was to have lela and ian and ryan come over...well ian couldn't come over so ryan and i just hung out until lela came over...which was great ( Read more... )

ok what is neckking said that a couple days ago and now i'm confused...my cousin got into northwestern...early acceptance-fun! which makes me think about college...and then i watched laguna beach- everyone was going to college. it was so sad...i swear its a sign- everywhere i turn- COLLEGE IN TWO YEARS is flashing in neon lights. 'here are your ( Read more... )

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last night was bad. but all the problems i had are solved...for the most part. but there are still some things i have to work on, find out and forget about. so yeah...

obviously if you read my last entry, and the last part to it, you would see that i hate myself- and in a minute i would change. so i have a question...but first- you said that you think i still love you. now the question: well how can i love anyone,when i don't even love myself. better yet: how could anyone possibly love me. why didn't you just ( Read more... )

i fuck up a lot of shit. and tonight i fucked up. but tonight it was different. because tonight i felt numb. i was emotionally in pain, i was numb to the point that when i was hurting someone else...i didn't even feel it. and i'm sick of people thinking that everytime something happens, i'm going to go fucking cut myself. i don't do that shit ( Read more... )