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[janislivez1812]

obviously if you read my last entry, and the last part to it, you would see that i hate myself- and in a minute i would change. so i have a question...but first- you said that you think i still love you. now the question: well how can i love anyone,when i don't even love myself. better yet: how could anyone possibly love me. why didn't you just

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[lucid_dreams_38]

how can you love someone if you dont love yourself? maybe its not possible, but i have a twisted relationship with myself (and by twisted i mean terrifyingly awful), and i firmly believe i love every person that i tell i love. and brad, well i love him differently, but its still love. darling, i dont know what went on, and i dont know your life story, hell for all i know the alyssa i talk to every day isnt really you, but what i do know is you are a beautiful, brilliant person. screw althetisim, youve got art, and psychology, and an uncanny ablitly to make me laugh.
feel better.
<3<3<3

[janislivez1812]

thx! love ya lots!

[silence1011]

alyssa i don't know what happened but i dont think you're selfish or any of those things you said
you're an awesome person and very fun to hang out with
-hugs-
ly
-me

[lchockey22]

yea... we've already talked- and i love you!