Today... well it started off boring. I'm thinking of painting the crypt walls I'm getting that bored with staying it. Thank god for the computer and tv otherwise I'd be big miss withdrawal and maybe rampage... more than I do anyway ( Read more... )

He finally did it. Spike this is. He turned me. I'm so amazed I never thought he would actually do it and now that he has I couldn't be more happier. I have a awesome sire and I feel so strong, plus i have the fangs for good now ( Read more... )

I'm finding it hard to understand why I'm here. The change was something I can't cope with one day normal teenage girl next a vampire with a soul but still that craving to feed off of people and then just a simple girl again. I liked it, the blood. I know I did and this is what's making me so confused about myself ( Read more... )

Everything is so chaotic. I don't know what to do. Everyone assures me it will be fixed and all of this will go away. But I don't know if that will happen. I don't know if I want that to happen. *eyes get a dark look, licks fangs* I could get used to this ( Read more... )

Went out for a walk this morning. Couldn't sleep it seemed. Was stumbling along half asleep when Oz ran up to me. We talked about bands and the fun and stuff of them. Ohh, and of course my lack of knowledge about decent bands ( Read more... )