I'm such a crackwhore when it comes to picking people.... I think in a sort I inevitably subconsciously just want to screw myself over. How else could I end up being friends who continually decrease my sanity and hurt themselves (thus hurting me). Or end up with boyfriends who throw me away like a used napkin. I'm worth so much more than they know.

Today I went to the mall (then to baskin robins later) with Tina and the funniest thing happened. We were walking through Ontario Mills and some creepy older (25+) guy approaches us saying "heyy". We, of course, pretended not to hear where upon he repeats himself.. several times.. with a "I said HEY ( Read more... )

This is my thoughts on the movie The Passion. I thought it was intense and wholly lived up to the title but may not be as appealing to non-christians nor an actual testimony as they thought it would. I found it amusing that the only thing from other parts of the bible (other than the death of jesus) were flashbacks that if someone had not read the ( Read more... )

The male every guy wants to be is the one who has been laid more times than 007. While the female who has admitted to several partners is that slut you hope you'll never be ( Read more... )

It's over ( Read more... )

That persistant pounding...
I can hear it solely.
That familiar venom of pleasantries
only to be seized from my open palm.

Night, I want to help her.

But I simply don't know what to do.

I'm selfish, I'm young.

I have nothing to offer.

But it's all my fault,

or it feels like it is.

Deep down, I know it's not.

But my conscience still bears the blame.

"You are still influential.

She looks up to you so much".

"But she shouldn't.

I'm lost.

I can't even find ( Read more... )

do you even care? on the new real world Frankie (the redheaded girl) is soooo hott!!! But that other blonde chick with the annoying texan accent is soooo not. Yes this is my vicarious existance as of now... it's often better than mine.

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I guess there's a very fine line between being sweet and just plain lying.