I'm really excited that Obama won last night. I was pretty pessimistic about the whole thing and assumed it couldn't happen based on how backwards this country has felt lately, but my faith in Americans has been slightly rekindled. I can't wait to find out what this actually means for our country- that's going to be the really exciting part ( Read more... )

I still feel empty

lamest. weekend. ever.

I'm going to play some halo.

I don't know what the deal is, but I'm feeling really really awful right now. I am almost 100% positive that whatever today's events bring, it will only make things much worse. I'd better not to go the Hut tonight. I hate days like this.

Pumpkin picking was a lot of fun today. I'm really glad we went, even though everyone was tired, we started late, and almost everyone invited dropped out (for justifiable reasons). Still, it was a fun little adventure. I liked the corn maze a lot- mostly because by the time we got around to doing it everyone was so exhausted from walking around in ( Read more... )

Tucson Meet Yourself was awesome, despite the fact that I had to enjoy most of it alone. I've realized it's one of my all time favorite events of the year- I'm pretty sure I look forward to it more than Christmas. (To be fair, though, working retail generally ruins all holidays ( Read more... )

Why is everyone I know from high school getting married all of a sudden?? It's making me feel awfully far behind in the game of life...

I went to the Greek Festival earlier today. It probably would have been more fun if I hadn't gone alone, but everyone was too busy I guess. I'd never been there before, this was the first year I was in town and not working during the festival. My timing always sucks. Even my mom turned me down. I was starving when I got there, so I went to the ( Read more... )

Some horror movies we need to see before Halloween:
- The Mist
- I am Legend (I know I know it's suspense, but it scared the crap out of me the first time)
- Rec. (This one may be hard to come by)
- Quarantine (when it comes to theaters)
- Black Sheep (no not the one with Chris Farley)

That's all I've got off the top of my head- suggestions

I just don't understand how easy it is for him to forget and how utterly impossible it is for me. I am so confused about everything now. God I just want to erase all of it because I don't trust any of it. I wish I was someone else. If this is what it's like to 'feel alive' then I don't want it. I wish I could be numb like you.