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[jamieswayy]

I just don't understand how easy it is for him to forget and how utterly impossible it is for me. I am so confused about everything now. God I just want to erase all of it because I don't trust any of it. I wish I was someone else. If this is what it's like to 'feel alive' then I don't want it. I wish I could be numb like you.

Comments

[apartmentseven]

By the time you end your second long relationship, you too will have a thick skin.

[bryanvin]

As someone who has been down this road multiple times I feel obligated to tell you what I think. First off, Levi's memory is no worse than yours, he has in no way forgotten you. Above that, everything you've done since the breakup will also be remembered. If you spend months being depressed, yelling at him and making him feel guilty, these will be the freshest memories he will have of you in the future. How would that do anything positive for either of you

[jamieswayy]

It's hard to see the person that has made you happiest be happier because you're gone. It's hard to have a positive self image with that under your belt. I think you're right, though, and I am trying to work on my self worth. It's just been really really hard, and most of the time I fail miserably. I think your perspective is very valuable in my situation, and I am thankful for it.