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I'm really excited that Obama won last night. I was pretty pessimistic about the whole thing and assumed it couldn't happen based on how backwards this country has felt lately, but my faith in Americans has been slightly rekindled. I can't wait to find out what this actually means for our country- that's going to be the really exciting part.
I have to work at 4am tomorrow. FOUR A M. That means I have to get up at 3am at the latest. Tomorrow will blow since the entire time will be spent babysitting the half witted, slacker ass stock crew. I will most certainly be yelled at at the end of my shift by the higher-ups.
October is over. The halloween party was a lot of fun. Now comes the depressing part of the year- the time when it sucks the most to be alone. When it's cold and lonely. And I will miss his family. A lot. I just need to make it past valentine's day. It's so far away.
I have become terrified of relationships. I'm too much of a wreck to even date. I feel like I'm too old to not know how to play these games. I don't trust guys. I don't trust my own feelings. I don't want to be alone forever.
I ate too much today.
It's 8:30pm. I'm going to bed.
I have to work at 4am tomorrow. FOUR A M. That means I have to get up at 3am at the latest. Tomorrow will blow since the entire time will be spent babysitting the half witted, slacker ass stock crew. I will most certainly be yelled at at the end of my shift by the higher-ups.
October is over. The halloween party was a lot of fun. Now comes the depressing part of the year- the time when it sucks the most to be alone. When it's cold and lonely. And I will miss his family. A lot. I just need to make it past valentine's day. It's so far away.
I have become terrified of relationships. I'm too much of a wreck to even date. I feel like I'm too old to not know how to play these games. I don't trust guys. I don't trust my own feelings. I don't want to be alone forever.
I ate too much today.
It's 8:30pm. I'm going to bed.