i am in worcester... lj is for some reason my homepage... i forgot that it existed... but i graduated college yesterday, so i don't think i'm allowed to do things like this anymore.. right? like, i'm an adult? an adult who types on the internet the way i awkwardly speak outloud? i haven't slept in a really long time... well i slept on the train... ( Read more... )

i am truly retarded

sooo... i'm kind of sad about life. today i quit my internship, but like, even though i'm not really doing anything in the moment to moment sense, i still really believe in all the projects that were working on. and if clap your hands say yeah achieves an insane amount of success because i suggested them for the nearing grace trailer, maybe i have ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning with a split lip and i was drenched in sweat but it was FREEZING in my room. what do i do in the middle of the night?

i laughed. involuntary i laughed because i finally felt like someone was in as much pain as me.

right now i feel like i am so torn between not giving a fuck about anything and giving a fuck about everything that i'm instictively trying to convince myself to not care about everything but thats sort of a contradiction because if i didnt care in the first place then i wouldn't be thinking about anything and what it boils down to is jsut fuck...

EVERYONE IN CLASS IS RETARDED AND DAN PARK IS STANDING OVER MY RIGHT SHOULDER READING THE HIPSTERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXYYYYY

insincerity idealogy isosceles

we're a culture of obsessive self-awareness and inherent sadness.

i'll never escape it.

i am go i n g c raz y

i've officially made it in the LA hipster world ( Read more... )