Comments | jamiegoeseurope: caffine or me?

jamiegoeseurope

caffine or me?

Feb 14, 2006 12:06

we're a culture of obsessive self-awareness and inherent sadness.

i'll never escape it.

Comments 4

standing February 14 2006, 21:20:11 UTC

we are sad that bad things have happened in our lives. and then we feel guilty about it.

or maybe that's just because we are adult children of alcoholics (etc)?

jamiegoeseurope February 14 2006, 22:08:11 UTC

no i don't think that i am inherently sad...i think that i acknowledge it in a way that i can laugh about it... i mean most of the people in my life... ps why the fuck aren't you ever online you dick

ahah also my mom was ranting to me about addicts the other day and in her description i was just like wow she is talking about me? stupid junky parents raising you to be all apathetic listless assholes. walkin in the shadow of the beast yanno..?

standing February 15 2006, 00:22:48 UTC

yeah dude one night i was at your house and she was like yapyap guilty about everything, apologizing for everything, constant perfectionists, totally neurotic yapyap and i was like jesus stop i'm going to cry!

it moves me to cliches, eg) we got dealt the fahkin shitty hand.

i basically quit online, aim is useless and aggravates me, i hate internet, i just speak into the void via lj entries and then leave. it's better that way.

jamiegoeseurope February 15 2006, 23:02:23 UTC

i feel like you're on the other side of the spectrum.. i am on the dellusional, careless, pathological side... maybe i am neurotic... ? do you think i'm neurotic? omggg

i hate the internet too... i think my whole voyeur-love-thing is dying down too... i'm not interested in people at all anymore... i am actually completely unsure of what i am interested in anymore... maybe robert adams' night photography... that shit is tight...