Well, here it is. One week until I leave. So this is my final goodbye ( Read more... )

Well, I leave tomorrow morning at 6 am for California. Ill be there for several days visiting my older sister, then Ill have 4 days that I are not spoken for before I leave for the Army ( Read more... )

Wow life has been hectic. Ive been working with the National Guard almost every day, but I wouldn't have it any other way ( Read more... )

This past weekend was my last National Guard Drill before I ship out to Fort Leonard Wood, Missouri on the 25th of July. I find myself biting at the bit to go, the tension just keeps building as the days draw closer ( Read more... )

A man once sad that life is defined in that it is the span of breathes one takes from the time he is born until the moment he dies. While he was corect in a literal sense, I refuse to believe that is the only measure of our lives. But what does measure who we are and how we progress. What is the standard to which we can attrivute our amount of ( Read more... )

As I looked at what Matt wrote tonight, I felt myself become filled with something I have not felt in a long time, hatred. At first, I swore to kill him, or at least die trying. Then I swore to ruin his life. After swearing, cussing, and being generally bad tempered, I suddenly felt a sensation sweep through my body....Peace. Overwhelming Peace, a ( Read more... )

Did I not make myself perfectly clear? When you lose my trust, you lose my friendship, and therefore you are no longer a friend, but an enemy. I was not joking in the least. Now that I've shown that I am serious, do not think for one moment that I will go back on my word. You hve lost my friendship, my respect, and my trust, you are no longer ( Read more... )

The time has come for us to say goodbye. Our paths now diverge, and we leave this place. My heart breaks to know that I will no longer be there for those special moments, for the laughter of al my friends. I must admit, I never thought that the idea of my future would seem so daunting...so alone and empty. I realize that while most people look ( Read more... )

Ther day after tomorrow is graduation.... I am ready. I am anxious to get to Fort Leonard Wood. At this point, it can't come quick enough. I am more excited to return though, when I will be have enough money to buy a new car, a motorcycle, and still have enough from my bonus to pay out an apartment anywhere I want for at elast a year. All up front ( Read more... )

This entry is...special. Special not because it has some revelation or epiphany contained within, well, it does have an epiphany of sorts ( Read more... )