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Dumping
Sometimes in life we dump our baggage, emotions, hurt, fear, etc. places it doesn't belong. However, dumping those negatives in our life is vital to healing and moving on. Sometimes we dump on the wrong person, wrong place, or even god forbid we don't dump them all at and carry it with us. We carry those scars all our lives and it hinders our ( Read more... ) -
Lines
Lines may be significant. Lines may represent many many things. Do we cross as many lines as possible on this thing called life? Do we walk the line? Do we make our lines blurry? What you do with your lines determine what your life becomes.
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Lost love
I met a boy. Fell in love. Then he didn't love me anymore. That hurt so much. He was everything I had wanted. I loved every stitch and thread that made him. I loved his mind..his sense of humor was out of this world..his thought process was one of a kind..his openness was like a bright star in the sky. Shining so bright and I stood in awe of him. ( Read more... ) -
Independent
I've always been stubborn, hard headed, and especially independent. These past few months I felt so lost, alone, scared, angry, and I even thought my life would be better if it weren't happening. I realized last night I had become so terrified of my life that I clung to those around me. I placed blame on other circumstances when in reality fear ( Read more... ) -
Purpose
We all want to have a purpose in life. Isn't that the point to it? For 41 years I always thought my purpose was to show others gods love and light. Well, my life came crashing down and I had no idea what my purpose was anymore. I've really struggled with this for sometime now. Tonight while at the fair I ran into a friend of mine. She is the ( Read more... ) -
Strength
Normally when going through daily struggles i would have prayed and asked god to guide me and speak to me. I would have asked for peace and understanding of the situation i was facing. I would have needed his wisdom, and his love. My life is different now. Now, that strength, peace, wisdom, understanding all come from me. No one else. I have to be ( Read more... ) -
Memory
What kind of legacy are you leaving? What will people remember when you are no longer living? Will they remember your kindness? Will they remember your smile? Will they remember your love? Will they remember your light? Will you leave good behind? What if you were dying today? Would you be kinder, love more, smile more? Well, you are. We all are.
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Control
I've been reflecting on the people that created me. I'll write about my mom first.
My mom grew up with the most traditional family. Mom.and dad, younger brother, family pets, etc. Her parents were good people. I was extremely close to them. My mom has been such a blessing to me my entire life. She raised us by herself. She taught me to work hard, ( Read more... ) -
Change
So I recently had a discussion with someone about making changes. This year has been nothing but changes for me. Spiritually I've made some huge decisions. Life changing. I'll post another time on that subject. I also met someone that has pushed me to change. Not in a bad way, but in a needed way. They have made me think, helped me open my mind, ( Read more... )