Sometimes I regret the things I do. I try not to but it is not an easy thing. I have said something that is hard to take back and it hurts. It hurts really badly. I can’t look to the future anymore and think of happiness. I can’t even imagine a carefree one. To me, talking about something only worsens the problem. It only makes the burden on me ( Read more... )

For some reason LJ is being an ass today but I will still proceed. Don't know why I'm doing this instead of sleeping because I know I need it after a day of being cranky because I didn't get enough sleep. I got some work done but not as much as I wanted to. I have a lot of notes to write still. I have a lot of things to do that I need to start ( Read more... )

I'm really upset with their behaviour. For God's sake, it's a stupid game! Boys are stupid and immature. Yes, I quit that damn game early but how one Earth was I meant to know that it wouldn't take off the points. I didn't know! I just wanted get away. Stupid guys. I hate them. Now thanks to them, I'm having a bad time and I'm back on orz again!

It's now 10:39pm and I really should be sleeping but I'm not. I've got school tomorrow and an early morning activity too. God, I hate band so much now. But at least I won't be late for school. :P It's almost like a welcome relief. I was tidying my bag today and guess what? I found two week old kiwifruits in it with penicillin growing on it ( Read more... )

I'm like super duper tired. Sorry guys. I'm not in the mood to reply to your comments. I have so much to write but I only have so little time. I'm practically braindead and I know I won't be able to concentrate on my Maths homework no matter how hard I try. The thing I'm dying to do is curl up in my bed with a blanket wrapped around my neck and ( Read more... )

Woah. I just realised that I'm completely screwed for regional public speaking competition and that I haven't really studied for Maths Common Test on Monday.This is really bad. I should get off now and get started but it's so difficult too. I should just get those damn things done and then later I can talk to Rii-chan.

-sigh- Oh. You know Simone, ( Read more... )

I feel like a mess today. I get angry and upset so easily. I'm destroying friendships with just a single word or stare. I can't help it. I don't know why. These past few days I've just been downright nasty. I feel so bad ( Read more... )

Wah. So freaking tired. I managed to work up to March in the stamped list.

I'm going to die.

Today I did chores for three hours. I'm dead. My mum drove home from shopping and I nearly fell asleep in the car. Actually, as I'm typing this I'm half asleep.

I might post less frequently soon. Big assignment due, my birthday and reconstruction of a9_rating .

How may I ask did the a9_rating  comm become so stuffed up?

Christ. I look at the stamps and everything is gone. I look at the stamped list and realise I have about 100 entries to go through to update it.

Why on Earth am I left with all the crap?

Geez.

This is seriously crapped up.

Life is crapped up.

Gawd. I need to go now. I'll come back later to deal with ( Read more... )

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