{[ so much can happen in a span of a day ]}
Woah. I just realised that I'm completely screwed for regional public speaking competition and that I haven't really studied for Maths Common Test on Monday.This is really bad. I should get off now and get started but it's so difficult too. I should just get those damn things done and then later I can talk to Rii-chan.
-sigh- Oh. You know Simone, reiyayel is going to move to Australia. Isn't that exciting? xD Not really as she'll be around 13 hours drive away from us. I wish I could be brave like her and move to be with friends she met online but that ain't happening.
I'm a little girl with no money, no rights, no nothing. Besides, I'm scared of leaving here. I'm scared of leaving the things I'm already familiar with. Even going to another suburb that I don't go often is traumatizing. I feel afraid in the large presence of Caucasians. When I'm here, I feel at peace because there are many Asians and familiar things.
That's why I'm not afraid of going overseas but I'm afraid of leaving my own suburb to go to an unfamiliar one. X(
That's why i don't want to go to Europe. Europeans stare but in the Far East and South Eastern countries of Asia, I can blend in. I'm but another one of them. It comforts me. -sigh- I really should be studying and writing my speech. Damnit. Call me Ivy!!!
Or Emily. Oh god. I'm dying here.
I'll just reply to sachikaoguri 's comments and then I'll be off.
-sigh- Oh. You know Simone, reiyayel is going to move to Australia. Isn't that exciting? xD Not really as she'll be around 13 hours drive away from us. I wish I could be brave like her and move to be with friends she met online but that ain't happening.
I'm a little girl with no money, no rights, no nothing. Besides, I'm scared of leaving here. I'm scared of leaving the things I'm already familiar with. Even going to another suburb that I don't go often is traumatizing. I feel afraid in the large presence of Caucasians. When I'm here, I feel at peace because there are many Asians and familiar things.
That's why I'm not afraid of going overseas but I'm afraid of leaving my own suburb to go to an unfamiliar one. X(
That's why i don't want to go to Europe. Europeans stare but in the Far East and South Eastern countries of Asia, I can blend in. I'm but another one of them. It comforts me. -sigh- I really should be studying and writing my speech. Damnit. Call me Ivy!!!
Or Emily. Oh god. I'm dying here.
I'll just reply to sachikaoguri 's comments and then I'll be off.