Lol.

I noted 'a' 'readership' 'drop' after the last post?

I don't give 'a' 'single' '****'.

This is survival here....No place for the 'weak ( Read more... )

Well.....it seems official...that I am back on the track....from XVII years ago, back on track in regard to Type B s*rge events ( Read more... )

I am actually relieved....for / about the chance to write this ( Read more... )

Well....I guess I *now* have an explanation for why I have never shared true friendship / a friendship connection / a social bond....with '*ANY*' subanime mortal.


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So, if this is & was a solo trial, what does that mean for / of the last XVII years?

I think I can see what.

I inadvertently revealed who I am inside...through my actions.

I showed that when it comes to the people I care about, and apparently love (*felt my nails...blaze in a startled manner*), how I "feel" is *not* a priority, or focus.

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I just had a mind-blowing realization....that can be applied to daily life, and virtually all situational awareness matters ( Read more... )

Seems I note 'readings' '/' 'unknown' 'readers' 'at' this journal?

My thoughts?

It is what it is.....

This journal is an attempt for openness, and honestyAnd for all I know of me, and I pray on it, I will ***NEVER*** try to 'bull****' 'at' you, or 'bull****' 'anyone ( Read more... )

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I now can conclusively say....'r*tardation', 'ment*l' 'illness', 'and' 'soullessness'....'art' 'an' 'unreachable'........'and' 'hopeless' 'trifecta'.

I noted 'three' 'messageboards', and each time.....I noted 'the' 'same' 'kind' 'of' 'insanity' '/' 'incompetence' '/' 'neuroticism'...... .

You just can't reach 'the' 'insane' with logic & reasonThe ( Read more... )