jafsica
Jul 13, 2006 22:25
Any day now I will have a new niece. I hope everything goes well with her.
I already love her.
I am tired, and sad. Fuck you, depression. And grief.
There are a few things here hard for me to get over.
I hope to get to the point where I never have to come back (except for my mom and the babies...and Nanci).
I need to sleep.
It's late.
emotions,
depression,
grief,
family,
babies,
st james,
pregnancy
jafsica
Jun 22, 2006 22:40
I cried a little on the drive home yesterday
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driving,
memories,
religion,
delusions,
traveling,
church,
family,
cathy,
stream of conscious,
cancer,
depression,
emotions,
healing
jafsica
May 09, 2006 10:16
So, things have been up and down for me lately.
I'm mostly not in the best frame of mind.
And it's not looking like things are gonna get better.
I'm watching the kids right now. They are pretty cute.
I'm very tired.
Happy belated birthday, Bill.
I had fun with you!
Pray for Cathy.
anxiety,
adriana,
bill,
andre,
cancer,
depression,
emotions,
birthdays
jafsica
Mar 13, 2006 15:49
The more I think, the deeper I fall
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anxiety,
projects,
lab,
stress,
chemistry,
stream of conscious,
classes,
depression,
emotions
jafsica
Feb 13, 2006 15:22
I really like my counselor.
I always feel better about things and have a better hold on things.
Plus she validates my feelings, which is something I often don't get.
Anyway.
John Cusack is hot.
I like cheese.
I need a back rub.
anxiety,
food,
depression,
actors,
counseling,
random post
jafsica
Oct 20, 2005 15:02
So.
I'm up and down lately.
Don't know how to handle things.
Want retribution.
Yet want to crawl in hole and hide from everything.
Don't want to do my homework tonight.
Want to cry.
Can't.
Want to scream.
Not enough energy.
I can feel myself withdrawing right now.
Trying not to.
Failing.
classes,
anxiety,
depression,
lack of motivation,
unstable