More a question than a curse-- how could Hell be any worse?
I'm feeling pretty melancholy tonight.
I'm very worried about my cousin.
I wish I could just fix his problem. He can't fix it if he can't see it as a problem.
And it's not my place to approach him about it.
I really miss Cathy.
Does he even realize how much sleep she lost worrying about him, I wonder? His way of dealing things was the exact opposite of one of her dying wishes. When she could barely talk, she expressed her worry about her son's drinking. So much love for him.....I wish he could see he'd find real friends, who can actually fill the void, instead of just covering it with leaves. When you do that, you just fall deeper into it, through the leaf trap.
It's so hard to explain my feelings.
Sometimes, when I'm around people, even those I love and am close to, I still feel alone.
But part of me thinks I need to be alone.
Maybe if I get some cleaning done in my room I will feel a little better.
Don't listen to me. I don't make sense.
I suck.
I'm very worried about my cousin.
I wish I could just fix his problem. He can't fix it if he can't see it as a problem.
And it's not my place to approach him about it.
I really miss Cathy.
Does he even realize how much sleep she lost worrying about him, I wonder? His way of dealing things was the exact opposite of one of her dying wishes. When she could barely talk, she expressed her worry about her son's drinking. So much love for him.....I wish he could see he'd find real friends, who can actually fill the void, instead of just covering it with leaves. When you do that, you just fall deeper into it, through the leaf trap.
It's so hard to explain my feelings.
Sometimes, when I'm around people, even those I love and am close to, I still feel alone.
But part of me thinks I need to be alone.
Maybe if I get some cleaning done in my room I will feel a little better.
Don't listen to me. I don't make sense.
I suck.