i suppose i should post more often since this seems to be the only way i can keep in contact with jayne and ally. who, by the way, i miss heaps and wish i could see more often. i really need to get better at picking up the fucking phone and calling people. but then again, it's not like i have a shitload of people calling me everyday either ( Read more... )

shoot me now ( Read more... )

well that went...well? i think. it's a crazy small world. it turns out that the guy interviewing me, he would be my direct supervisor, is the lead singer for a band called bamballa. dan, emery and i went to a show in january that they were playing at. it was crazy. they're actually pretty good, and they have another show coming up april 11. i'm ( Read more... )

this is sweet. i need a job for the summer so i can pay my tuition in the fall, and pay for chemicals and film and stuff. so anyways, i faxed out two resumes friday, and i was planning to start an intensive job search next weekend. well anyways, i got a call this afternoon and i have a job interview! at three today, so i have to leave in like, half ( Read more... )

yes, i am very bored. funny, you'd think three days of being sick in bed would be more entertaining...(note the sarcasm). And now my dan has disappeared. apparently he's home from work, but went to get a part for his dirt bike aka suicide machine, and then to pick up emery. bah. silly boys. i just want to get out of here for a while tonight. don't ( Read more... )

i read things i shouldn't have, and now i know a multitude of things that i should never have even suspected. i have images in my head that i just can't shake and words and feelings swirling around in my head, screaming suspicions and jealous accusations. but what do i have to be jealous of? it's the past, it's nothing that affects me, and my life ( Read more... )

well, i suppose now is as good a time as any to make a first entry. i'm not sure why i'm starting this journal...i suppose it's the spawn of pure boredom, the result of being sick and stuck at home. frustration really, since i know i should be at school. semester is almost over, i have too many things that need to be done, and here i am, laying in ( Read more... )