been a while
i suppose i should post more often since this seems to be the only way i can keep in contact with jayne and ally. who, by the way, i miss heaps and wish i could see more often. i really need to get better at picking up the fucking phone and calling people. but then again, it's not like i have a shitload of people calling me everyday either.
i think that's because of my relationship. i don't have much time for other people, because all we do is hang out with his friends. i knwo i should make time, but it doesn't seem like anyone cares. so why should i make the effort if no one actually wants to see me? bah. i'm just cranky and lonely and upset.
all i've been doing lately is working. two jobs. and then trying to have a social life.
on a bright note: i'm going camping this weekend with two of my girlfriends. i can't wait to get away for a while. it will give me some time to do some thinking. i have some big decisions coming up, and i'm totally torn.
it seems like i'm hanging on to my sanity by a thread and any second the seams are going to burst and my whole world will explode.
i got a new camera. beautiful digital. just waiting to get to do a photoshoot. need to call jayne.
i think that's because of my relationship. i don't have much time for other people, because all we do is hang out with his friends. i knwo i should make time, but it doesn't seem like anyone cares. so why should i make the effort if no one actually wants to see me? bah. i'm just cranky and lonely and upset.
all i've been doing lately is working. two jobs. and then trying to have a social life.
on a bright note: i'm going camping this weekend with two of my girlfriends. i can't wait to get away for a while. it will give me some time to do some thinking. i have some big decisions coming up, and i'm totally torn.
it seems like i'm hanging on to my sanity by a thread and any second the seams are going to burst and my whole world will explode.
i got a new camera. beautiful digital. just waiting to get to do a photoshoot. need to call jayne.