I hate how i restrain myself from putting what i actually what to say in this thing because of what others might think or say its like going to court and having the option to speak up and let an inncocent man go free but instead just remaining speechless and allowing him to be locked up and i think thats how its going to remain until at least i'm ( Read more... )

Why do people spend time trying to hurt others not that i got hurt because even when something that should normally hurt a person happens to me i don't think about it much because i'm only going to live one life and whats the sense of spending it dwelling on something that hurt you when you could be adding a more happy event to your life i think ( Read more... )

Haven't updated a a whole while ya nothing really new new well some stuff got a job at shaws work like 9-3 everyday wednesday is going to be my first day alone :( i'm scared i have to run the whole dairy section and the eggs and all that shit alone its no fair everyone else has the shit setup for them i have to find it myself but whatever <---- ( Read more... )

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Uhmmm.... i felt like writing about what i don't know i've just been looking at college stuff and trying to figure out how things would go depending on where i went and that is really all i've been doing today well that and sleeping i've also been thinking about my major interests of course i've been leaning towards computer science but i've also ( Read more... )

Yes jess i haven't updated in a while calm your shit :) i don't know what to put in here anymore well i do but i can't because i'm not supoosed to you know what i'm talking about hehe nothing bad folks i assure you uhmm in sad news i don't think there will be any vans warped tour for me *tear* i wanted to go to but its cool i guess i'll miss it ( Read more... )

Been a long while since i updated i think.. i dunno when my last entry was ya anyways things have been going good i wouldn't say it has been the best summer but altogether hasn't been the worst we will just say it is a good one to remember i've been hanging out with the usual people here and there uhmm i don't know what to put in here there are ( Read more... )

Well i'm updating becuse i have nothing else to do really waiting to go pick up my pictures and listening to music because my eye hurts like a bitch i have a scratch on it and its making my whole eye red and irritated so its killing like a bitch but i can handle it i got some ointment for it which makes my eye feel shitty but its supposed to help ( Read more... )

Its been a while since i have updated but ya i've been hanging out with the guys lately going to the mall etc. just the usual been hanging with the same people but also different people than who i used to hang with i get around i'm a slut :) just playing but uhmm i don't know what to say in this thing i'm at a loss for words tonight i think i'm ( Read more... )

Ok so sunday was my birthday went ok hung out with friends and then went to bed at 3:30 am and then had to wake up at fucking 8 so i could get ready for ozzfest !! so we got there and eventually moved up and they stopped moving so i was like fuck that and went into the middle i got right in front of the stage but... it was fucking crazy there ( Read more... )