so I kind of fail at life right now.

...it’s hard to believe that I’m still SO bad at something I do so often. You’d think I’d be numb by now, you’d think I would no longer care…

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Have you ever thought, as a member of the audience, that while the actor is singing, dancing, and making you happy, he actually could be dying inside? …That behind that smile could be hundreds of tears? Perhaps that’s why I act, to experience a happiness that only exists in the world of the play. But lately it seems that my whole life is an act ( Read more... )

You’d think 6 months would be enough time to get over someone. But today proved that there are still too many memories and feelings for me to just simply forget and that there is a lot more pain that I still have to overcome. I’m still not over him.

Kathryn

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The Way I See It

"My only regret about being gay is that I repressed it for so long. I surrendered my youth to the people I feared when I could have been out there loving someone. Don't make that mistake yourself. Life's too damn short."

-- Armistead Maupin

Sometimes I think my heart will burst ( Read more... )

Tonight as I sat amongst a sea of lighted lanterns and beneath the most beautiful fireworks display I have ever seen, I couldn’t help but feel at home as my mind was flooded with memories of my childhood. Thinking back, SO MANY of my memories are from the Feast of Lanterns: the excitement of lighting my very own lantern, the pageant, the ( Read more... )

Somebody, hold me too close ( Read more... )