i got a car!!! haha its a black '95 pontiac grand am! so0o excited!... anyways, everything is awesome with mat. we're gettin close to the 6 month mark! its my longest ever but it feels like its gone by so fast. <33.. i love him. lol. wellllll ive gtg leave me love!

<3 alyssa
yay car! lol

ok so im way scared. im scared about a lotta things but whats on my mind now is the fact that im leaving mat for 3 weeks. dont get me wrong this trip to costa rica is rele important to me and i rele wana go.. but for once i have someone that fully understands me and loves me anyway. he means the world to me and just thinking about having to leave ( Read more... )

i have a new screen name cuz something weird was happening with my old one. its nothing hugely different. Ixlilsweet1xi lol. anyways i found like 85 sns but i dont remember everyone so let me know ur screen names so i can put em on the new buddy list. thanx!

<3 lyss

i stayed home sick from school today. i feel like crap but it was a lot worse yesterday. i got sent home from school by our lovely school nurse who is never there when i go. i flipped on broady cuz i was sittin outside of the nurse's office and i refused to move. broady was like come back in 10 mins and i was like IM NOT MOVING! bahh.. so she let ( Read more... )

today so far has been pretty boring.. dont forget eveyone that tommaro is mothers day! yesterday wasnt too bad. i didnt have softball practice for once and mat just took the bus home with me. we watched dawn of the dead and texas chainsaw massacre. after my dad got home mat and i went to his house for a lil bit and hung out there. then we looked up ( Read more... )

its amazing to love someone and actually have them return the sentiment. he is.. wow there isnt just one word for it. he constantly makes me feel like im more than just average. he makes me feel special. he possesses the ability to make me smile even when im crying and he can make the worst pain seem to dull. just being near him puts a smile on my ( Read more... )

i duno why i just kinda do. mat was involved in a fight earlier.. kinda.. like he didnt swing or nething cuz i was there. i duno jerome gripped him up over a rele stupid reason. ugh w/e it was all a huge misunderstanding that blew up into something it shouldnt have. no me importa. my sister got a cell phone. i dont want one.. it makes me think ( Read more... )

wow so im really... REALLY happy. ive loved this week in a really odd way. im so completely content that it scares the shit outta me. i really care about my bf a lot. hes amazing. i can spend hours at a time with him on the phone and we never run outta things to talk about. he amazes me more and more everyday. i cant even describe how completely ( Read more... )

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today was my first day back at school since being suspended. it was nice cuz we had a half day and all.. lol don s started my day off rite lmao. as soon as he got on the bus and saw me he cracks this huge smile and ran at me. it was high quality adorable. i <3 him hes a sweetie. he made me smile hxc. then i get off the bus to this lil guy brian who ( Read more... )