... YAY!

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wow so im really... REALLY happy. ive loved this week in a really odd way. im so completely content that it scares the shit outta me. i really care about my bf a lot. hes amazing. i can spend hours at a time with him on the phone and we never run outta things to talk about. he amazes me more and more everyday. i cant even describe how completely and utterly awesome he is. everything feels pretty damn close to perfect and it scares me. the best part is.. my friends (well the ones that've met him- u will soon britt!) like him! and he really likes my friends! which is wicked awesome. like last nite i took him shopping with 2 of my best friends, sarah and amber. he didnt mind going and even asked if he could go. he laughs at all of our jokes and even held the door for us and opened ambers car door (it was rite next to his). i really like the boy.. a lot. it scares me cuz ive always looked at life as a sort of scale or balance. im scared because so many good things are happening to me recently that something horrible is guna happen to balance it out.. i duno. a second reason im happy.. all my closest friends have awesome boyfriends! like sarah and wangles = completely adorable. i started to love that boy before i met him just because of the change in sarah. he treats her so well and hes such a kickass kid.. thats his new nickname.. lol. then theres amber and jim. they are so0o perfect together its awesome. finally theres britt and new guy.. haha i didnt kno if i was allowed to post him yet. he treats her so0o well (sweet child of mine cough cough) and shes so0o happy. i walk into math class everyday and see her with a huge smile on her face thats so0o unbelievably contagious. i <3 it. lol and i love the talks we have about our bfs.. its awesome. its like.. i duno feeling complete i guess? i just have this feeling where im always happy and just seeing him in the hallways makes me smile. i love getting lil kisses and how we have a notebook.. thats literally for notes. hes everything i could want in a guy and more. lol well im guna stop being all gushy and shizz.. lol i gtg get ready for work. leave me some luvins!

<3 alyssa

<3*~3/4/05~*<3 te amo!