gfdkjsdlkjgdkfjgndfklgnskldgjnsdlfkjndfk i realise that my last post was about this but whatevs, i'm falling in love, I FUCKIN AM, and it's so intense. i just want to INHALE the bastard.

yeahhhhhhh, pretty sure i'z fallin in loooove.

...having read Anna's thingo, i gotta do my own. xxxxxxxxxxxxxx

1. What did you do in 2009 that you've never done before?
had a terrible, terrible sexual experience. you all know who i mean.

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i don't think i made one. my resolution for this year is to stop hemorrhaging ( Read more... )

maybe it is the 3/4s of a bottle of rose that i have just consumed, or the fleet foxes blasting out of the cd player, or maybe it is the fact that 2 hours of robert downey jr are imminent, or maybe it's that i have just bought a new dress and new perfume, but ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR why is it that even when i am not really emotionally invested in a relationship, ending it still sucks??

i just had to read all my favourite poems to bring the tears on. cos they so badly wanted to come out. PATHETIC

SOOOOOOOOOOOO yep. since writing that (unsent) letter to Danny i have felt like SIX MILLION times better about, like, everything. still a little wobbly every now and again but all in all, none of the frustration, anger, self-hatred etc that had been plaguing me before... funny how these things work, isn't it ( Read more... )

know what fucking pisses me off ( Read more... )

at this very moment, Binky is curled up UNDER my doona, with only her little paws and nose sticking out. she did it herself. it might be the cutest thing i have ever seen ( Read more... )

so i freaked the absolute fucking shit out tonight. first time ever that i've felt that way. i'm blaming the fact that i'm exhausted and that i'm also crazily hormonal, but christ. i don't even know what happened ( Read more... )

so i am sitting here wondering why 'the ugly truth' made me alternatively crack the shits at the lack of sex and katherine heigl's atrociously thick makeup and then literally almost cry at the release of sexual tension when they make out in the lift, when i look over at my birth control and realise it's 2 days til my period ( Read more... )