i often thing about just taking off and travelling, just for a little while. bringing the girl around to all the things she needs to see before her little brain, so early, gets locked into the system of school and life and routine just like all the rest of us. i think it was the best gift i ever got as a child, a lttle bit of perspective at real ( Read more... )

i was gonna post something really angsty up here in the middle of the night that was so only appropriate for livejournal. im really glad i didnt. after all, how many definitions of love can there really be ( Read more... )

funny funny i was just reading the last entry, and riley just turned 2 and a half on the 4th. long time long time lots has happened in retrospect im glad i havent been writing it all down in this thing, id feel even more dumb about mistakes in print. im in a good place though, it seems like the times might finally be shifting for the better. shh ( Read more... )

so...
1. me, riley and seb are seriously looking for a place to live. anyone?
2. im planning an 80's dance party for new years eve(which you all should come to) does anyone know any good 80's cover bands?
3. riley's a year and a half old today!

HEY...so if anyone's still in the city and reading this, my third show ever that I put together is in Tompkins, today. Rain or Shine, god dammit ( Read more... )

deedlee deedelee dooo ( Read more... )

So, I know many of you will be long gone for it, but my bday party(19th, whee!) will be on the weekend of the 17th, my house, CRAZY 80S PARTEEEY! so, you have to come and tell lots to come, and all that. and bring all your 80s crap.
thats it.

haley its your birthday!
happy birthday haley!

A part of me, a big part, always thought that with a kid, with "adulthood" there'd be some kind of enforced stability, some type of master plan that finally gets in gear. pfft. Some kind of ignorant youth I was. Nothing, at all, is ever stable. The what-if's run through my mind like a jigsaw puzzle, covered in little pieces of chainsaw...it's a ( Read more... )

we got ourselves a full size bed. it takes up half our room and everything else we own is shoved against the walls in piles to make room for the monstrous thing. but its amaaazing. best sleep i ever had last night. and its so bouncy, and squishy. ha! i win ( Read more... )