an interesting thought on transitory living ( Read more... )

then lord I'm a sinner.

(That's the nondenominational, questionably existent "lord")

I keep assuming that at some point something good is gonna come along and things will get really good... but the longer this shitty emptiness goes on the less and less optimistic I get.

non-physical sensory experiences ( Read more... )

is to feel something, anything, anything other than failed efforts.

It's a good thing I'm too stubborn to be pessimistic.

And the faithful shall perish/Just as everyone else

When I'm drunk the passage of time is skewed. An hour feels like fifteen minutes. A whole night goes by in the blink of an eye. How many hours equated to days have I lost from drinking? Conversely, how many unending days have I escaped by drinking? Time is a burden on all people. Whether it be waiting for that thirty minutes to pass by because your ( Read more... )

"Choose your poison"

"Even the holy have demons"

"Be always drunken. Nothing else matters: that is the only question. If you would not feel the horrible burden of Time weighting on your shoulders and crushing you to the earth, be drunken continually ( Read more... )

it's getting cold

now I really need a girl

fuuuuuuuck.

oh well, I'm still havin a good old time.

Everything in my life is really really good but there's a chunk missing that's pretty important. I suppose I post about it often enough but what's one more. I don't get it, I don't fucking understand, how can my love life be so completely and utterly dead when I'm always out and about being social ( Read more... )