ok where to start, well I love sarah to death, she has a hard time believing it but I do and I think she'll find out when I get there, i mean I'd do anything for her, I'd be willing move down to washington just to be with her or I'd be willing to wait 9 months till she's 18 so she can move up to alaska, if she asked I'd wait forever but I ( Read more... )

hmm ok this town is boring! well alaska's boring in general the only remote interest to me in this town is my playstation and the internet.. that's it, and I forgot my fucking cd player on the fucking boat!! I'm pissed ohh well I'll get it tomorrow. hmmm more laters I guess..

Well damn after about 3 weeks with no internet I was going crazy down here, then my dad out of the blue gets the internet *happy* but the only shit part is when someone needs to use the phone I have to get off blah.. oohh well I work 90% of the time but when I don't I'm bored as shit. so yea I've made about $3,000 since I've been here and that's ( Read more... )

yup I guess everything is off between me and Amber for good as I can tell she cut me off from her journal so ohh well. You know I really don't know why I write in this damned thing cuz amber is the only one that reads it no one else reads it but it gives me a chance to say what I want to say and really I don't give a damn what anyone thinks. ( Read more... )

Well shit 3 more days, then I'm going to be gone. Fishing of course, not like anyone really cares or anything I don't think anyone reads this journal, cept maybe for Amber but really after yesterday I don't see her reading this anymore either, since she has her other Dan to be so content with... Jealous ohh no not me, hurt, oh hell yea, being ( Read more... )

Man some people, the nerve, the first time Amber wrote about me in her journal in a long time, and she bitches because I said something that was on my mind that "I should have told her" about us not working. Man it's bullshit, she wanted the truth from me so she got everything I hope she's happy with what she got, she's probably not, she'll find ( Read more... )

well just as I suspected, and as I knew, Amber wasn't able to go through the waiting, I knew it wasn't gonna happen, that's why i'm not hurting or anything, cuz really I gave up on it a while ago. Maybe that's bad to say but I did, I knew it wasn't going to work after I found out I probably wasn't going to move to Florida but rather Las Vegas.. ohh ( Read more... )

Well, again been a while for me... I haven't really talked to Amber in a while, I'm wondering what's going on between me and her, seeing as how I'm always busy and never really on to talk to her. But tomorrow I'm gone all day because I have to drive to Homer to drop off a life raft for our boat so if we sink we can stay out of the water. If we sink ( Read more... )

Been a while since I wrote in this thing. I've never been one to write in a journal, ever. But Amber made this for me and well might as well make some use of it. As of right now I have no clue as to if I'm moving or not. I dunno, I have a cheap education at a relativly good school, but I hate Alaska, I hate the weather, but the money's pretty ( Read more... )

DisorderRatingParanoid:LowSchizoid:LowSchizotypal:ModerateAntisocial:LowBorderline:LowHistrionic:ModerateNarcissistic:ModerateAvoidant:LowDependent:LowObsessive-Compulsive:Low
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