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Well shit 3 more days, then I'm going to be gone. Fishing of course, not like anyone really cares or anything I don't think anyone reads this journal, cept maybe for Amber but really after yesterday I don't see her reading this anymore either, since she has her other Dan to be so content with... Jealous ohh no not me, hurt, oh hell yea, being accused of being a liar and lying about how busy I have been for the past month.. man who the fuck are people to say what's true and what's not, my god some people dwell too much into other peoples lives. I don't care that it's over between me and Amber, hell the thing I'm really pissed about is she tried to use what I said against me and tried to say it hurt her so bad, this is what this fucking journal is for is it not?! To say what you think after something has happened to write what you thought of but just didn't say for the sake of it not wanting to be true, my god maybe I should just shut my mouth now, never open up to anyone, I could just be like everyone else and say fuck everyone, but will I?? No, why? Because I'm not like that I'm there for my friends but what do I get for it a big kick in the balls. I'm drunk right now and ranting, cuz really I don't care anymore, I'm going to be a rock star, I'm gonna live a good life and nothing can fuck that up, that's a dream of myne I will make a reality, you'll all see. That stage will be where I'll be at, I'll over see thousands of people screaming for songs I wrote.. great dream huh well it'll be my life.