I need to start writing once again just to keep track of my thoughts. I guess it's a good way for me to communicate with myself and I haven't been doing it for awhile (oh how I miss the livejournal ( Read more... )

I don't know if I can do this anymore. Things are so much different and it just seems like I'm not adapting very well. Everyone seems to have moved on and make peace with their past and present, however I'm the only one stuck with the past notions of what I once had. Maybe it's my fault for not being eager and willing to meet people, but I just don ( Read more... )

Here comes the typical I don't know where to begin. Life after graduation has been dull and lackluster. Even graduation was tiresome for me. It feels like ages since graduation when in actuality it has been a week and a half or so. Apparently there was supposed to be some overwhelming sense of emotion at graduation but all I felt was a need to get ( Read more... )

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( Beginning of Spring Break. )

( I am the resurrection. )

( Winter break thus far... )

Guess I've been pretty miserable lately. Ivan and I had a depressing week. Seriously, I used to be able to tolerate school because of the people that made my life more tolerable at school, but lately no one's showing up, or no one seems there. School is just one suck hole. Every period, I'm just telling myself, "Only 54 more minutes till this ( Read more... )

I think my life pretty much these past few weeks defines teenage. I go through raging cycles of ups and downs, with emotional breakdowns and static indifferences and now I'm just somewhere in between. I guess I'm going through a mid-Senior life crisis, to which I think school is pointless. However the other day at school, everything just went well ( Read more... )

My head is going to asplode ( Read more... )