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I don't know if I can do this anymore. Things are so much different and it just seems like I'm not adapting very well. Everyone seems to have moved on and make peace with their past and present, however I'm the only one stuck with the past notions of what I once had. Maybe it's my fault for not being eager and willing to meet people, but I just don't seem to care about anything or anyone hear. This is supposed to be the greatest time of my life, yet I'm miserable and I'm only 20 miles from home. I should be spending this time with the people I care about, yet they're the furthest away from me. I can't just let go of the past. I can't just forget about everything I once had and move on. Or maybe I can? You see it in all the movies, and you here people saying it all the time, just let go and live your life. Yet I'm just unable to do it.
Distance does not make the heart grow fonder. I'm just so fucking frustrated with everything right now.
Distance does not make the heart grow fonder. I'm just so fucking frustrated with everything right now.