I don't understand where this is going or why on earth i need to be this strong.  He's not with me, my mother is crumbling, i have no money no life and no future.  I want to be someone and I have to start from scratch. they say its to make you strong for the future tasks but i dont want to be strong. i don't want to have to be. i've been strong ( Read more... )

 Ik weet niet hoe te vertellen u deze dingen zo dat ik u mijn vriend, in Nederlands zal vertellen. Ik hou van u. Caitlin zegt misschien heb ik altijd. Wanneer ik neem afscheid die ik schreeuw ik u mis en wanneer ik vertel dat u te maken uw eigen beslissing die ik thuis kom gil en vertel mij dat u mij ook miste.

Mwahaha i love people who make pretty things! i have a new mood theme via 
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i finally figured out how to make my Livejournal pretty! yay!

COWARDESS!? who dropped my shit off at the place they knew i wouldn't be because she couldn't face the music? wait let's back up ( Read more... )

We said goodye and that was that. Nothing to give back. But I cry. None of the old songs fit us because we never fooled ourselves by saying forever. 'Spare me the disillusionment' I said. What I wouldn't give for a lie right now.

If you know me, you know I'm a Whedon fan. I love all of his stuff. Buffy - with it's strong female lead who was at the core a woman. Angel - a man who rises beyond the limitations set on him by others and by society. Firefly - because you can't take the sky from me either. All created by Joss Whedon. I subscribe to Whedon.info - a site where all ( Read more... )

I went to take my typing test and he wouldn't let me because apparently following the orders given to be by the ladies in cts was wrong of me ( Read more... )

so i definately had a wicked day yesterday. i woke up early, worked out, ate subway, watched grindhouse again and then i sprained my ankle and was saved by mormons and jehova's witneses. which was pretty fly for a white girl. now i'm on crutches and dressed pretty because i felt ugly and angry because my so called date for grad, my best friend, ( Read more... )

i have a new user for my icons! come and see them at ( Read more... )