May 01, 2007 13:28
I went to take my typing test and he wouldn't let me because apparently following the orders given to be by the ladies in cts was wrong of me.
i'm really down today. i feel stupid and grumpy and lonely and sad and pissed off all at once. and my arms hurt from the crutches and my leg hurts from the fall and pierce is mean and ivan isnt coming until tomorrow and my teeth are ugly and have to be whitened. and i miss my sam sam. and ivan. because me and him are getting really close, he's a great friend. we talk about everything and i cannot wait to meet his girlfriend. she sounds like a blast. i wish i had someone to show off. i mean i was finally going to something with someone. i'll admit it it was only pierce but i had a date. it's not like he forgot because i never shut up about grad. but since he got his new shiny toy the old people get forgotten. fucker. i'm shinier. i mean i'm pretty, and i'm funny and stuff, why can't i go to something with someone for once? it's not like i have the plague. god i am such a whiner. i could be dying of AIDS or something and everything could be so much worse but god damn it i'm lonely. and the schools most infamous couple just dat right beside me. sports stars, beautiful people, bitch and ass. dog and donkey. perfect couple.