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Weird mental breakdown/breakthrough I'm currently having
So lately I've been feeling a little blue b/c this weight loss thing is taking a really long time and is going very slowly. I get that voice in the back of my head that says," What's the point? Why bother? you're never going to be skinny anyway." But then I have to force myself to notice the success I am having. I had to go dress shopping on ( Read more... ) -
Jillian Michael's Lawsuit
So i found out just now that my hero, my inspiration, currently has three lawsuits against her, suing her for her "bogus" diet pills. And it's disappointing to say the least to hear about this, but on the other hand, I wonder why she even has a brand of diet pills in the first place. She's all about proper diet and regular exercise, why would she ( Read more... ) -
It's the last day of week one
I've decided to challenge myself, and see how much weight I could loose before my birthday. I have, what? 8 or 9 weeks left? I need to loose a steady 2 pounds a week, (and keep it off), in order to loose these last 20 pounds I need to get rid of. If I loose these two pounds a week, I'll loose the 20 pounds, and find myself at my goal weight. I ( Read more... ) -
Cuz I don't know what else to do when I'm pissed
Goddammit! What is it about "I want to grow my hair out" don't you understand?! My hair is too fucking short! I'm fucking sick to death of my hair being short! I fucking hate it! HATE IT!!!! It makes me want to cry. -
Quick update that isn't emo
I noticed that I hadn't posted the entire month of February, and that's just because I've been distracted. I made a new friend this past month named Patrick. I met him on the internet. He has the same interests that I do and he can speak Japanese too. He's actually leaving for Japan to go teach English over there for a year (at least) later this ( Read more... ) -
More Emo Ranting
So the asshole came over tonight to give me some of the money he said he'd pay me back. I do in fact owe him money, a lot of it actually, And someday, when I have a job that actually pays me money I can live off of, I'll pay him back. My issue wasn't that he took my money, it was the question as to whether or not he was doing it deliberately, ( Read more... ) -
Hopefully short emo post
I'm wondering how much time has to pass before my heart stops breaking. The first boy that came along that actually liked me and he's moving to a different country. I realize that's not a complete sentence but I don't care. Now I have to see Tristan to get some money that he owes me for a Blockbuster bill that I somehow paid instead of him. ( Read more... ) -
Funny joke
Sarah Palin was sitting next to the Pope in front of a large crowd. He said to her, "With one movement, without saying a word, I can make this crowd fall to it's knees and praise me. And with this action, they would remember me forever."
"Well, I can too," she retorted.
"No," he corrected her. "You could do something that would make them remember ( Read more... ) -
List of Restaurants
I'm starting a lifestyle change. I've been working on it for a while, for those who have been talking to me, but now I'm serious. I'm going to be one of those really annoying people, so please bear with me. I'm going to be using this journal as a post for my progress and any ideas I get. Or well, we'll see how it goes.
Thus far, here is a list of ( Read more... ) -
Smile
It's officially over, Tristan and I. No chance at all of us getting back together. He doesn't want to. I'm now worth the effort. And I have to admit to myself that I am broken hearted. Very broken hearted. I was very serious about him, even if he didn't believe me. I thought we would end up together, even if he didn't think so. I saw us with ( Read more... )