So it gets better everyday. Exercising more, smiling more. taking care of my new kitty. I love him a bunch, excepts that he has to play with everything, my hair, glasses, shirt sleeves. And he has to eat everything I eat only to be confused when he finds that he can't always eat what I eat. (Sorry to say, but it's really funny to watch a kitten try ( Read more... )

I don't know why a part of me needs to get this out, and get it out in public, but I do. Tristan, you're an idiot and I hate you.

I never post because then I would have to admit how miserable I am. I am no where in life that I want to be. I went to Japan and failed. I feel like I wasted my time and money. I'm over 25 thousand dollars in debt because of a useless major that I failed in. It was all for nothing. And the men in my life don't help. My boyfriend left me, my hamster ( Read more... )

Tim-face 8:08 pm
    la la la LA LA la LA quinnface

la la la LA LA la LAAAAA quinnface

la la LA la la LA LA la LA LAAAAAAA

quinnface quinnface la la LA la
    There, wrote you a song, hope that helps to cheer you up
Q2neptune13 8:08 pm
    *smiles* it sure does
Tim-face 8:09 pm
    :) h What's up?
Q2neptune13 8:10 pm
    trying to have ( Read more... )

What the hell is this, blow off Amanda day? Oh, let's do other things cuz she won't care. Let's not call her after we said we'd visit her, she won't be expecting us. She doesn't have any fucking feelings! You think I'm just going to sit around here waiting for you? Well fuck you both.

I think it's only because I watched "Accepted" today, which is a movie about acceptance and rejection. At brunch I was talking to megan and when I told her that after graduation I'm going to work at the grocery store near my house, she laughed. I don't know if she was laughing at me exactly, but she still laughed. I'm only working there to save up ( Read more... )

Friday march 27th was Airband. Uphi did "Oh my god you guys" from the broadway show of Legally Blonde. We won most creative. After airband we had a big party. There was an incident with one of my sisters, but I still had butt-tons of fun. I woke up with the worst hangover of my life. Thanfully tristan was there to help me.

Sunday March 29th was ( Read more... )

and the reason for that is just because I didn't want to write what I had to say. I'm being treated now for depression, so maybe things will be better. So I will have to try and post when I am feeling pretty good. And find the will to write down the few memories of Japan that I have left.

Doing this will be hard though b/c I only have the internet ( Read more... )

I'm in love with tristan, I don't believe the crap you're saying, and the next time you shoot your mouth off, give me some concrete proof. I don't know and I don't care why you want to ruin his life and mine, but I suggest you stop it now. I'm a gemini afterall, and getting on my bad side is a very bad idea.  

I decided to look back at this old journal and I find it is mostly about Josh. and yes, these are my memories and I will regret erasing them, but my loathing for josh has only intensified greatly this past year and I wish not to think of him. In fact, I don't even speak his name anymore, unless I need to specify. So I need more memories of Tristan ( Read more... )