AS much as I approve of openness in general, the "openness" of today's world is nothing like full, true, and effective communication ( Read more... )

Rave: A cesspool of sweat, bright colors, and snatches of bare flesh gyrating to ear-drum-popping substandard music. :-D ( Read more... )

There is a LOT of repitition, bad grammar, etc, but I think only Fairy reads this at all anymore, so off it goes to the internet world, even in this most base and unedited form. Oh, 'tis rambling for sure, but duly copied and pasted nonetheless. And more with the disclaimers ( Read more... )

I think I only trick myself into missing my childhood (which I believe is properly before puberty; all post-pubescent experiences I consider to be of the pre-adult/teenaged era, and a different thing entirely). While I was living it, I found it to be highly uncomfortable. I had such a difficult time with other children. I was shy around almost ( Read more... )

Easily the most coherent recorded thought-process of the pre-panic state (I still remember when I first learned that the written version of over-wrought emotion had worth of a kind ( Read more... )

The tanglibles before me include a crochet hook, which just happens to match in color my coat, the ribbon wound into my Victorian-age hair, and the color which best represents the drink my handy-dandy, ever-wholesome Notre Dame de Namur water bottle is holding. This crochet hook is accompanied by an unfinished hat of roughly the same color. (OH ( Read more... )

I acknowledge that most of what I feel has no justification other than the thousand natural processes of a hormone-full female in the tail end of her teenage years ( Read more... )

Those opposites people like to mention bothered me again when I read over my last entry. Lovers and Friends / Work and Play. I like to mix them. The times in my life where I've felt the best involved either: Michael, who is consequently both my lover and my best friend [(aside from a certain smwasion (smurf+white+asian)], or when I have created ( Read more... )

3:30am and I am yet awake ( Read more... )

Living on campus is nice because I am not living at home - which was a necessary step. Living on campus is also nice due to its proximity to all of my classes, as well as the fact that it is stumbling distance from NDNU-related parties ( Read more... )