so saturday i went to meaghans and partied, and it was so fun. but krazy. i went krazy on friday night. and then i cried so hard. it was insane. and im so glad he came, i cant believe he came. even after everyone yelling at him and landrea slapped him in the face, he still came in to take care of me. then as soon as he walked out the door i cried ( Read more... )

meaghans tonight =] im pretty anxious.

THANKSGIVING BREAK, BITCH!!!!!

Have a happy birthday grace!! im still not sure when it is.?

going off with my dad tonight& tommorow is meaghanBOO's partay.
i hope this break goes good.

Your heart is a river that flows from your chest and to every organ.

today i was sad. but then dustN talked to me about it and cheered me up. i love that boi, he's so silly! i dont know what ide do without him in P.E. it would suck for sure ( Read more... )

Going home 2Day.
hopefully hangin with poo poo and lan tonight.

Aww, i miss my friends.

new song on my mmmmspace. i like it alot.

I feel like a rainy day today. you know, deep breaths, heavy heart, sleepy, sad and kind of content.
Luh u much<3

hmm... i feel somewhat better. Cuz i just got new sweaters. and they made me happy. gee, thats a shitty reason to be happy, but HAY, if it works......

I hope my stepmom isnt with my dad tommorow when he comes to see me. i want to talk to him alone. i want to ask him about living with him. i dont want katie there. i hate it when she's there.

can't ( Read more... )

things have been really bad on the homefront. I want to live with my father.

I dont kno how im going to do it though. I just dont get what i need there. I really need this. I hope they understand. I hope things dont get worse.

Ive taken life for granted.

&I'm ready to live now<3

i dont need him or his attention. I dont need any of it.

I dont need new clothes, or new friends.

I've got what i need, and its time to make something of it.

Thanx for reading my stoopid repetative entries. love you guys, im im lucky to have all of you.<3
Your all beautiful and special.

im getting my hair cutt this week, and im thinking i want Blunt bangs
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ive also decided that i have like 0 chance of ever getting over andrew.

& i talk alot of stuff like "oh, i need to get over him" and "hes not good for me"

but the truth is I love him.

i dont want to be with him ( Read more... )

So......

Andrew&I are officially over.

he gets me into alot of trouble, and he says he cares about me, but he also does alot of things that say he doesnt so much.

and i dont think he even cares that we 'broke up'.

maybe one night, he'll remember all of the late night converations, all of the times i was there for him, all of the times we laughed our ( Read more... )