So.

Life is worse than it has ever been.  its a really long story.

I have never been so deppressed, so empty, so helpless in all of my life. all of that drama i used to think was big, is like sunshine and gum-drops compared to this.

Everything was so perfect. And in a second, i lost it all.

and now, i dont know what to do. he wants to work this out, ( Read more... )

I hope my mom lets me go to the beach with daddyR and Esther tommorow.


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Love,

Our secret

Free to live while our masters sleep

Two hands make a unit as big as our hearts

Uncontrollable beating races with the vehicle,

Fueled by lies with good intentions

these stars shout it out, scream out love

Fly by time spares us seconds

Only to end up all alone

Until tonight

yep, i wrote it. like a week or two ago. i dont know why, ( Read more... )

Shallow it seems, but i need you here.

he makes me have to catch my breath. he makes me sing out love songs. he makes me so happy i could cry.

when i look at him, i dont want to be scared that its the last time ill ever see him.

i dont want to know what happens. what happens when the world stops? what happens when a life ends?

i hope i never have to ( Read more... )

so my day kindof sucked ( Read more... )

LOL im probably getting my ass kicked next week by some Faggot beast girl.
lol, its all jordans fault that that oger chick is talking shit about me,lol, "bitch!im just kidding!!!" lol, that was so funny. so ya, girll, your gonna get my ass beat up by the andrew-obsessed monster.

i love lunch<3 especially those hotties i be eating with ( Read more... )

well,i guess its my turn to talk about highschool.

it really is SUCH a relief. it took 8 years, but im finaly free and i love school.

today i had lunch with brittney and jordan. i missed them so much, theyr so fun to be around.

and today was the first day ive seen andrew at school. he walked me to 1st period and to 2nd. it made me so happy,ive been ( Read more... )

OHHH-MY ( Read more... )

Last night was orientation with matt&alex ( Read more... )

I'm going FISHING this weekend with my daddy Randy!!!! YAY!!!! im sO eXcited!!!!!!!!!!!

aww, i dont really like fishing.