If I had any sense at all, I'd go find a cave in the middle of nowhere. Then I'd live in it, away from any other human being that I might devastate and destroy. Maybe I just don't know how to be a good person. Maybe I'm only good for people in small disses. I feel like I should wear a label that says, "Cassandra, Destroyer Of Souls." That ( Read more... )

I do not like not being in control ( Read more... )

So I've now completed the college application, called to get my high school transcripts, and completed the financial aid application. Next step is paying the application fee and making an appointment to go in and talk to somebody about making this college thing happen ( Read more... )

It's been a busy week for us and I'm so tired. I should really go take a nap right now, even if it's only a short one.

Tomorrow: Renaissance Faire!

The soup was good.

I'm so tired, but since I don't have work tomorrow I feel like I should stay up. I don't think this will last.

I think I already gave up on reading Girl With the Dragon Tattoo to re-read She's Come Undone. Oh well.

Today was a good day. Now that we have fun sand toys I've been taking Juni to the park a lot, and today we went to the larger, much more crowded of the nearby parks after I got home from work. The most coveted, shaded spot in the sand was totally free so we set up camp right there and I let Juni go at it with her toys. Within five minutes we ( Read more... )

Forcing myself to post never ends well in my mind. It just makes a big, jumbled, run on sentence-y mess of thoughts that I can only imagine is painful to read ( Read more... )

I'm tired today but in a decent mood. Juni's playing with her stackable toy thing that I just got for her the other day, and I'm waiting for the coffee to kick in. I love when she wakes up happy and has that huge can-barely-contain-the-excitement smile when I walk into her room in the morning ( Read more... )

Postsecrets that aren't secrets annoy me.

I don't know why I never learn not to try to go to the park at 3:00 in the afternoon on a weekend. Ugh. I wanted to let Juni play in the playground and she just ended up sitting in the car forever. We got to the park and it was PACKED, so we left and went to a different, much smaller park. It wasn't that crowded, so we got out and let her play ( Read more... )