A sad event however necessary.....M**....someone who I did share good time's with....We met at a Support Group four years ago.....and became firm friends.....being fairly close and meeting most weeks....sharing telephone exchanges most days ( Read more... )

Had it cut...I looked so much like a man....terrible.....was a schock....made me realise how much I hate manhood...For me a face is the most important part of body....It is the most important part of mine...It's male....and I hate it.

The hopes we had were much too high
Way out of reach but we had to try
The game will never be over
Because we are keeping the dream alive

A few extracts from my favourite and for me the most inspiring song ever.........

67 today...rather than splash large sums on a large gift I got her 3 smaller one's...including EASTER EGGS....yes Easter Eggs some 3 weeks after Easter....vast numbers actualy on sale with 75% off...so I actually bought one for my Therapist too....and her Receptionist....made the appointment interesting.....and life more interesting. Said that my ( Read more... )

Problematic if I want to live as a woman....not exceptionaly long...but wide...and longer shoes are wider.

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Despite outward symptoms of anixety....I feel that inside lies a rock and a very solid person..sure I have exhibited anxious symptoms..sometimes a lot...But really the anxieties are now at least relatively superfical and about superfical matters...the core of my personality is solid, secure and strong ( Read more... )

The single greatest desire I have currently.....well the most easily achievable desire...is to see more of the world...Mum has a cabinet...with more than a hundred souvenirs from around the globe that her family collected...It's 9 years since I was abroad..got stuck in so much mud...and I couldn't get out of it...I'm desperate to see more of the

Would I get clients? In my hometown? Think I'll go for the course in a few weeks and try to find pupils in the autumn...it's the best option for earning money within my life time... whatever the outcome I accept ( Read more... )

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